Early Thomas Day, or half a century of calculus When I was taking calculus as a West High School senior I found most of the book (Protter and Morrey) to be understandable enough until the chapter on the definite integral. I could not follow it at all. The obvious solution was to rewrite the chapter so that I could understand it. It has been 50 years since I rewrote chapter 8 and I was amusing myself by rereading my rewriting. It reinspired a remembrance of what I really liked about mathematics. You can enjoy it with me by viewing the PDF copy of my original typescript. I assure you that I subsequently learned how to spell "theorem" and "argument". https://PivotRock.net/Opera_perfecta/didactica/DefiniteIntegral.pdf I have heard that some of my peers are planning a 50th reunion but from what I heard this is to be some sort of social event. For many of my peers high school was sort of a social event so maybe that makes sense to them. I marked the half century last spring by finagling my way into lecturing the geometry classes on a fun kind of non-Euclidean geometry. You can share in that also. My life is an open book but who reads it? https://PivotRock.net/SpaceStructures I like lectures because once you get people in the room generally they feel compelled to sit through the whole presentation. That's my guilty secret about preaching too: There are a lot of rewards that feed back to the preacher's ego from standing in front of a group of Christians and telling them what God says. The ego gets less stroked the more careful you are to repeat what God actually is saying but you can make up for that by saving your sermon and later rereading your insightful remarks. That's my plan for the last Sunday of this year, December 29, when I next get to preach. I'm not done yet but eventually this sermon too will be unread on the world wide web. https://PivotRock.net/sermones/ Looking ahead to December 29 (you're all going to come up for it, right?) keeps me from wallowing in the ancient past. Even though my telephones have regressed to around 1977, I'm watching TV and reading Pogo comic strips from 1958, and my preferred academic journal is now "Antiquity". Then there is my new dog Alek who is proud and happy and prone to carsickness. Alek Puppy is looking forward from whatever era he is living in; he is also on the web. https://PivotRock.net/pets/Alek/ Given the times we live in there is a good case to be made for not wallowing in the present. A mere 60 year regression may not give sufficient perspective; I'm inclined to step back a little farther next year. Perhaps 635 years will prove more palatable. Peter Cardinal The Pivot Rock Fund https://PivotRock.us/ Every society has the same problem: no country likes to hear from the victims of its history. -- Annegret Gollin. Quoted by Philip Oltermann, "Stasi victims and their quest for compensation" https://www.theguardian.com/world/2019/nov/06/ive-been-shafted- twice-stasi-victims-and-their-quest-for-compensation